Monday, February 27, 2006

Wow its been awhile...

Well today as I sat here TRYING to plan map lessons I was told by a certain someone to update my blog so that is what I am going to do!! hehe the funny part is that I don't plan so really I just wanted a distraction so here I am. Well things have been going amazing. I honestly can't say I have a complaint. There are a few things that I am starting to wonder about but I think that comes with teaching. The first lesson that I am learning as a teacher is that there are other teachers that are not passionate abou their jobs. They leave ten min after the bell rings and they don't plan for their children. They don't take each individual child and look at their life and learning style and adapt their lessons. They just walk in and do what they need to do to get through the day and then leave. Its hard because I am the type of person that puts all of herself into something I do.

Well married life is amazing. I started this new bc which I am so excited about because I have had ZERO side effect which is great since I was so scared to go back on hormones. Also I can't wait till March 7th!!!! Hehehe beware before you ask why march 7th!! I warned you!!!

Our house hopefully will be started this next week. There is a big pile of dirt there so hopefully they are in the process of doing osmething. I can't wait to actually drive up and see a wooden frame or something there that we can call ours. The appartment people told us our rent for the two extra month we would have to stay will be around 850 which is OUTRAGUS so matt is going to talk to them or we are going to find one of those rent a week things that you pay 100 a week or something to say in or something cause 850 would KILL us.

Well Matt is letting me plan our one year annv. which is coming up soon so I am soo excited. I want to go to a bed and breakfast in Charelston SC, so if anyone knows of a good one let me know. I can't wait because I want a vacation so bad and I want a weekend to ourselves.

WE found a a church that we really like. It truely makes your weeks alot better when you know you have a relationshhip with God and he is on your side. I honestly know now why my life was hell before and that is because I didn't know God. He wasn't in my life and so without him I was in a living hell. I truely was lost, but now I know what it feels like to have God in my life. Its wierd because I sitll have so many questions and I am still so new at this but I see changes in my life everyday and the days that I don't pray or read my bible those are the days that are bad and I feel like BLAH.

Wow its has been awhile. Well time is fliing.My bestest Lisa is getting married in a month on MArch 8th!!! That is so wierd because I remember talking with her in block about how she just got engaged and how they didn't know what their plans for the wedding were and now they are finally there. I love just sitting back and watching life because its amazing how many things you miss when you don't take a second and sit back to watch.

MAtt and I have been talking about kids alot lately. He said that once we get the house we can start a year from October because that will plan it just right so I can have the summer off to be with the baby but start school in August. I want children so bad but I also want to be with Matt, but I have always thought about being pregnant around 22 23 so this is something I really want. I know matt does to but he thinks about it from the money stand point. :) We will see!!

Other than that life seems great!! Like I said before not much is happening and we are just haning in there. We hate the appartment because we are so cramped and we just want more space. We also want a yard or something to occupy us on the weekends because we are going out of our minds.

ANother thing I have been thinking about is our spring break is the last week in March which means I will have a week to myself and I was thinking about going to Charlotte for a few days of girl time. I want to spend time with Jodi, Lisa, Court, Laura, my mom , and my step mom. I want some time to me and to have those girl moments that I need so dearly. So I have to find a way to earn a few extra bucks because the gas will be outragous and I know Matt will say we can't afford to come home so I don't know what I am going to do because I REALLY want to go to CHarlotte and spend sometime with my ladies since its been FOREVER!!! Well with that said I am going to go finish planning a little more or at least start to plan!! :)

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