done........

Well as of two days ago I am a college graduate!! I graduated on December tenth and it was great!! I sat there with miss lisa and we just laughed and joked about our education and walked across that stage and then it was done. From my mother in law I got a dye cut machine so that I can make scrapbooks and also make letters and things for my classroom!! I cant wait to get started. This sunday I was supposed to babysitt for a student in my class and I forgot..I feel so bad because she had been planning on this for so long and then I let her down. I think that is the worst feeling, letting someone down.
I was also thinking this weekend about my personality..I wonder about how people perceive me, and how I act towards other people. I know things come out of my mouth but I dont know how they hurt other people. I dont mean for people to take the things I say in a mean way, and the sad thing is I think about how I hate that feeling I get when someone says something to me and I take it in a mean way, so I dont want anyone to feel that way from me. I also dont want people to think I am conceeded or I complain alot, but the thing is I do!! All the time, but I dont know that I do it until I have already done it. How are you supposed to stop something that you dont know you do. I also want to get along with everyone, I hate that feeling that someone doesnt like me. I think about these things alot and I dont want people to not like me or to think that I am a bad person.
Wow not working causes me to think WAY to much..I already think to much but not having anything to do causes that to happen way more!! ohwell...